Not Doing Well

I'm not doing well in english and trying to do better is causing me to do poorly in my other classes. There is not enough hours in the day for me to research or write a paper every week, do the work in my other 3 classes and prepare for the test in those classes, take care of home, and go to work.  I don't plan to be a writer, which is what I think the class is designed for doing. I should have gotten out after the first day when she asked is everyone in the right class. I will stay until the last day to drop, but I'm gone. I rather pass 3 classes that i'm already slacking on then to fail all four classes. I hate giving up but I also hate failing class.

BOOKS FROM THE LIBRARY

I had gone to the library thursday after class to get the books I needed for my next research paper. I thought if I got them at that time I would  be finished well before thursday in time type and turn it in at the start of class, seeing that I am a very slow typer. I checked 7 books out of the library so far only one has been helpful to me, Now I'm feeling a little behind in my writing. I have to go back to the library tomorrow and pick out at least 7 more books and go in a different direction. HAPPY HUNTING ! Professor Swan I thought research could be exciting, not so much!

I hope i'm doing better on my paper.

         I know i'm in the wrong english class. I decided to stay out of fear I would not have been able to get into another english class. My reason for taking english is I don't know how to put my words in the proper order, so my words come out misunderstood. This english class is too advanced for me but I won't give up yet. I have worked really hard on my paper thats due today but because I didn't get any feed back from my last paper ( due to my being tardy ) I have no idea how well I done.

i'm trying not to give up.

I am having the hardest time remembering my url. I know I created another account but I don't remember either of the urls and I cannot find a way to get them. I wonder is it hot dog business?  I'm starting to feel as if school has advanced too much for me to be hear. I know if I get another computer I can practice every chance I get. Until then I will use the library to keep trying to better myself. I will probably have to drop my english class, but I will stay in there and soak up all the knowledge I can get until the last drop day, then take the same teacher over. I have found her to be very knowledgeable ( if thats a word or if I spelled it correctly ). She is doing a great job I just don't have a computer and I'm not doing as well as I should be doing on my blogs because although I do my blogs I have no way of printing them out. I need prayer. Still I won't give up.